i indulge in random and spontaneous stuff.
I Swear, I Almost Had A Heart Attack.
It felt like hours just waiting for the page to load.
They said that the grades would be online starting April 1, but it seems that the grades are just too much in demand. So, I logged in in myUSTe account, waited for minutes which I told you, felt like hours. And what made it worse was, I had the urge to defecate. And to add to that was the inner tremor that I was feeling in my body. It’s as if my veins, heart, nerves, almost everything would just blow up in an instant. When the page was loaded, I could not bring myself to look at the screen. I had to roll it down slowly and pry my eyes like a child who’s afraid of monsters. Finally, whew…finally.
I am happy, well, I have to be since I passed my Statistics and Philippine History. But darn it. Darn that Human Resource Management. I have to wait for tomorrow to view it. That just kills my happiness and relieved stress. Pft.
But I swear, I could have just died a few minutes ago.
I will miss my brother
My brother will be flying to another country in just a few more hours. He’ll be leaving. He’ll be gone for two years. He’ll be studying. And me and my mom would be left here missing and wishing him well.
I never thought that this day would come. Honestly. And this is what he has been hoping for, to get a chance to pursue his studies abroad. We were all and will still be proud of him because we know its for the better of his future and all that awaits him.
I will miss him. We never got along that much, we weren’t really close and open to each other nor are we often at ease with each other, but I will truly miss him. He was a big brother to me. Nothing more that i could ask for. He always had my back. He was, if not always, often there for me; support, protection, advice, etc. He is the big brother that you could ever need.
It hasn’t really sink in to me yet and I guess that’s the same for my mother. I know she would miss him the most. But I know that we have to be strong for each other, because its what we need. And with my father abroad and now my brother leaving, I feel that I must step up to the plate. Its me and my mother now, and I do hope that we could get through.
Again, I will miss him. And I kind of have this regret of not being able to be that close to my brother and being someone who is totally opposite to what he has been to me. It may be late now, but I hope that there will be a chance.
I do love you Kuya, we all do. You know that. We’re always here for you, your family, relatives and friends. And we are truly proud of what you have acheived and all the things to come. Take care and God bless. 2 years may seem long, but its something that we have to endure for the better. Just always remeber us, I Love You Kuya :)
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Yes. My Tumblr doesn’t have much in it as you can see. I’m still getting the hang of it and I must tell you, it may take a while. But still, I believe with effort and much re-blogging, my blog would look like a proper Tumblr :)
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Cutee!
I’ve always thought Woody was way cuter than Buzz, but now its the other way around. Heehee ;))
